Casper

I don't recall "meeting" Casper inside. I only have these images of him. I surmise his job was to take over and act in a manner that would have had me committed...or some similar outcome.

The technical side of intentional trauma

For some highly sophisticated organized pedophile groups, technology is used to enhance trauma. While I don't know what all images mean, many memories include hospital settings (or what appeared to be a hospital), confusion about time, spinning, illusions, bright lights, and loud music. The image with the piano on top of the man says "Music you don't expect". This is another wtf of organized abuse.

Follow the poodle

This is a "ceremonial" memory I only know through these pictures. You can see how they connected together. Obviously it didn't end well for the dog or the man in the dress. Or was it really a dog that I was made to believe was a man in a dress? How did my system know there would be these poodle pictures over a period of years that would show me a single memory? Always my question.

Someone's perception of the father

Lovely images of the person who was supposed to love and protect his child unconditionally. Guns, scary tools, very strange man. The image on the island screams isolation to me. The facial details are fairly close. Clothes also look confusingly feminine. The name of this collage is Effed Up F*ther.

Easel - SI alter saved

Easel as a little girl. The ad below her image is about drugs. (Not all alters have "regular" names.) Easel went with other images I found with art easels.

Easel as teen.

Adult Easel looking drugged.

This image reveals her "job". Not all Easel images were scanned. This connects directly with components in other Easel images.

What was intended to happen at unknown certain time, event, cue.

Easel saved. Healing but still looking shaken or frightened.

These images encompass several years of torn out magazine pages from numerous magazines. Yet, after awhile, I could recognize alters as soon as I saw them. This is not the same model. The big question. How did my system know that I would find the images that would match by similar elements to give me the answers? The child picture with words about drugs to her adult "job" of suicide alter? All adult images looking drugged?

Will be writing on Forbidden Topic on how my system defused self harm alters.

Breastfeeding men - Mom confusion from birth

Warning. Some may be disturbed by these images of breasts. This "message" was mindblowing and brought up some pretty detailed intentional confusion for infant bonding with "mother".

Can you say "spinning" to confuse with regard to male/female identification?


My internal message for this picture is "man boobs".


Can you believe I found these kinds of pictures?
Double breasted?


I see a man dressed as a woman. Interestingly, it is Jerry Hall.
(Typically male name for a female)


"Black & White" went with extreme messages. If you click on this photo to enlarge it,
you can see the print on the left lower ad:
"...training in early childhood has lasting rewards."

My former system providing me with an answer no normal thinking person could conceive because of the evil intent.

Audrey

I was heartbroken to learn that Audrey first identified with being a skeleton. She's a little warrior. Notice how she is identified by holding her right hand up. The circle for eyes and the mouth also connect her images. Her first transformation was from skeleton to drawing. The images make it clear which of the split girls is Audrey. If you look below to Lucy's images, notice how they both have bare feet and are holding flowers in their healed pictures. Many littles only had bare feet. I like to think of it is (in the double language world) as showing my "sole"...soul.


I don't know about the meaning of hats except to connect pictures for me. Notice the two babies have the same hat as healed Audrey. The internal message is that was the body's age at the time of the split. Preverbal :-(